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Category: Doings>Music and Verse

  • Philippians 3:4-10

    A loose, personalized, interpretive paraphrase

    “If anyone has a right to put their confidence in their own identity, goodness, love for people and justice, abilities, intelligence, physical prowess, attractiveness, cleverness, earning capabilities, effort, gender, ethnicity, spirituality, character, potential, or accomplishments…

    I had you all beat – by an immeasurable distance…. [see original text for the apostle’s personal-cultural evidences]…

    But whatever things were ever gain or advantage for me — ever — those things I have ejected or let them blow away for the sake of… [see original text for the apostle’s radical change]…

    In fact, I’ve gone even further than that, I now recognize the sobering reality that all those attributes were basically…” [vulgar word used by the apostle that refers to cow excreta, which I would like to use here to offend the same kind of people the original author of this quote wanted to offend. And for similar reasons. But there are sound reasons for me now to hold back].

    Do I care about justice? Fairness? The mistreatment of the unfortunate? Jesus Christ was the very best person who ever lived, and was murdered by a mob running through the streets celebrating its own virtue. Christ Jesus, however seriously I have taken You in the past, keep me pressing on in the same direction — now and forever.

  • Minutes of the Meeting

    Taking a dip into the past, September 2004

    The Presbytery met again inside its crumbling walls.
    We met to form, inform, reform and reaffirm our calls,
    To make sure the machine was oiled and Jesus wouldn’t show.
    Each presbyter attended who had nowhere else to go.
    We met to celebrate the joy: the coming fiscal quarter.
    No strong emotions will arise to shame The Book of Order.
    And all of us still function at the common, decent level.
    These minutes are respectfully submitted to the Devil.


    There is much background that could be given on this. Perhaps there are some who will read and be prayerfully aware of similar themes. It is certainly not easy to feed habitual poison to folks that already dismiss (or worse) anything associated with what they think of as “Christianity.” On the other hand, the most subtle defilements of our common humanity can not or should not be ignored, and sadly, some of those defilements slither around in churches (and church camps) too. Some of the background of the little rhyme above, both personal and cultural, will get some more attention somewhere in or near this site – if the gentle onslaught of time allows. In the meantime, here is a song that came out of the same experiences, providing a point of view that still struggles to unite with the one above. Both are valid but not happily married. Neither should swallow up the other.

    (My apologies that the production quality is not what you’re used to.)

    You and(D)me - we’re not the same
    Different(Em7)players in the game
    Different(A7)praises, different blame
    I for(G)give you
    We’ve had(D)looks and we’ve had words
    There’ve been(Em7)enemies and friends
    Each at(A7)tacks or else defends
    I for(G)give you
    I forgive you
    Please for(A)give me
    God is(F#m)watching
    There is(Bm)so much we don’t know
    And the(Em7)life of Christ with(A7)in still needs to(D)grow
    On warm and sunny afternoons
    We look out from different rooms
    With secret sins and secret wounds
    I forgive you
    Could we maybe have been friends
    In those days long past and gone
    When we needed to hold on to someone?
    I forgive you
    I forgive you
    Please forgive me
    God is watching
    There is so much we don’t know
    And the life of Christ within still needs to grow.
  • Caring” for the “Poor”

    In the New Testament, James 2:1-13 provides a nice supporting text to those with a certain contemporary bent, along the lines of, “If you are compassionate, and especially if you claim to be a follower of Jesus, you will surely care about the unfortunate among us by showing them generosity.”

    If you read the text in one of the translations that is more readable for a modern (I am partial to the New Living Translation) and not flawed by social agenda addiction, the clear teaching there is that our contaminated (see Genesis 3) natures tend to show a higher level of favoritism to certain classes of people while ignoring (at least) certain other classes. And the passage is explicit in placing special focus on the treatment of rich vs. poor.

    I say amen! One whose treatment of others is modified up for the merely well-off (or “privileged”) while being callous toward the merely down-and-out (or “marginalized”) is clearly in need of some heart surgery. Such a person seems to be misfiring with regard to whatever goodness or right(eous)ness or justice or compassion s/he has (or claims to have).

    At least that’s the case if s/he claims to be a “Christian.”

    Why do I put the word “Christian” in quotes? There is a more thorough explanation coming up soon, but some clarification is required here. In the Book of Acts, Chapter 11, we learn of the first use of the word “Christian” – referring to those who were seriously seeking to follow Jesus Christ as their Deliverer and Premier. Think Christling. The new label was needed because the dawn of the A.D. age (Please learn to detest “C.E.”) had complicated the culturally volatile boundaries separating Jew and gentile. Most of the early followers of Christ came from Jewish beginnings, meaning the one group was now separated into two: Jews left unaffected by Jesus at the time, and Jews whose lives were significantly impacted by Jesus. This divide became even more complex (and volatile) when the followers of Jesus became increasingly gentile (non-Jews). Originally, the designation “Christian” was used to distinguish the new non-Jewish devotees of Christ from the original base group, the Jewish devotees. This all might seem like so much trivial cultural prejudice to us, but imagine now if a large group of atheist scientists or leftist academics or fundamentalist Muslims began to see their ranks being altered (compromised?) by a new movement of serious religious believers, right-wing university professors, or converts to Judaism. New words, and new uses of old words, would multiply exponentially and with great intensity.

    The main point: The word “Christian” started out as a label for people who were so serious in their devotion to Jesus Christ that they were willing to pay a high price (ridicule, excommunication, thievery, eventually murder) at the hands of their old tribal neighbors. This is a far cry from the many trivial or devilish uses of the word in our era. The word can now be used in countless vague and trivial ways, without censor. Thus: “Christian” (in quotes). There is a busy Department of Language and Semantics in Hell.

    But what is “rich”? And what is “poor”? How easy it is to reduce the meanings (and this the passage in James) to mere matters of wealth. Easy for two reasons: (1) Almost no one, not even among those who are well-off, think of themselves as “rich.” The “poor” of first-world nations live in apartments and houses, drive cars, own televisions and indoor plumbing with warm water, several changes in clothing, and enough food to be overweight. If we define “rich” as having so much that we are forced to look inward to find the primary causes of our habitual discontent, then we are a culture of routine entitlement. That is, rich people, and the migration numbers prove it. (2) If we “care about the poor” in the non-nuanced conventional use of the phrase, then we get to walk away feeling virtuous, especially in contrast to those wicked “rich” (in the non-nuanced conventional use of the word).

    Beware of the claim that one cares about the “marginalized.” In our day, this is very often a marxist-like revolutionary agenda that merely replaced class envy (which did not work in capitalist cultures due to what I summarized above) with race and gender envy (and the increasingly bizarre grievance variations that have followed).

    The “community organizers” (Stalin started out as one) still stir up grievances and self-righteous resentment on one end, and motherly “compassion” on the other. The problem?: Inside dark and moist kitchen cabinets, those morally superior cockroaches are still trying to take over the house, and they’re paying lesser pests to do most of the infesting.

    Make no mistake: a genuine follower of Jesus Christ has learned to throw much conventional religion out with the bloody bathwater. The Crucified and Risen One is not just “a great religious teacher.” He is everything that is truly Good, and every idea that is truly life-giving. It is the well-meaning-unwell-doing pretenders or their decievees that keep religiosity alive in iterations as new as post-modern trans-humanism and as old as the Garden of Eden and the tower of Babel.

    Back to the main intent of James chapter 2, I propose a radical redefining of some of these cultural sensitivities regarding the rich and poor, etc., e.g.:

    To be rich means to have more than you need of some generally desirable thing that someone in your sphere of influence (your “neighbor” in the biblical meaning) is severely lacking.

    Lets use the example of what is perhaps the most common prejudicial injustice that is experienced routinely all around us – without being given the label. Physically attractive people are subject to specially favored treatment in infinite ways all the time. Does the prejudice not show itself in social gatherings? Hiring practices? Political elections? Sibling rivalries? Cliques?

    If a reader here does not recognize the many societal “injustices” that could be righted by abandoning our discrimination along these lines, drop me a line. Let’s go deeper together.

    “…to have more than you need of some generally desirable thing that someone in your sphere of influence (your “neighbor” in the biblical meaning) is severely lacking. Intelligence? Education? Health? Youth? “Maturity”? Language usage? Gender? Military service? Diet? Weight? Accomplishments? Quantity of friends and associates? Sense of pride? Encounters with nature? Pet ownership? (I kid you not!) Social skills? Clothing? The list is very long.

    So if you believe yourself to be concerned with goodness, fairness, justice, kindness, I ask that you read James 2:1-13 with slightly different glasses. Here are two possible helps:

    To be continued…

  • Take All My Life

     Words and Music:

     

     

    I need to take some time now in this quiet place
    with all the noise and struggles left outside.
    Some pieces of my soul
    are out of Your control,
    But I want You for my Friend and Lord.
    I need You now to

    Take all my life.
    Take it into my life.
    Take what I’ve kept from You
    and all that chains me inside.
    Precious Lord, the time is right.
    I’m ready to give up the fight.
    Your children die in order then to rise.

    I need to take some time now in this quiet place.
    I need to know exactly who I am.
    With hungry souls to feed,
    and my own soul in such need,
    No human strength is strong enough,
    and none is needed.

    Take all my life.
    Take it into my life.
    Take what I’ve kept from You
    and all that shames me inside.
    Precious Lord, the time is right.
    I’m ready to give up the fight.
    Your children die in order then to rise.
  • A Mean and Greedy Deed

    
    
    
    
    

    "A mean and greedy deed, indeed.
    He would not heed the leader's lead.
    You plant the seed, then weed the weeds,
    So growth with speed can feed our need.
    It is decreed. All are agreed.
    A child could read the simple creed.

    But he is of a hackneyed breed.
    A knock-kneed weakling weasel. We'd
    plead like feeble reeds, while he'd
    proceed unyielding, guaranteed,
    and freed in his mind to recede.
    He would not heed the leader's lead.
    A mean and greedy deed, indeed."
  • 62 A.D. Colossians 3:14-17

     Words and Music:

    Let the peace
    of Christ rule
    in your hearts, to which indeed
    you were called in one body, and
    be thankful, be thankful

    Let the word of Christ
    richly dwell within you
    with all wisdom teaching and
    admonishing one another with
    psalms and hymns and spiritual songs,

    singing with thankfulness
    in your hearts to God. And whatever
    you do in word or deed, do all in the name of the Lord...,
    giving thanks through Him to God the Father.
    [:14] And beyond all these things
    put on love…

    Colossians: 3:14-17 [verse 14 is partial, and repositioned]

    music: James Taylor’s “Don’t Want to be Lonely Tonight”

  • The Philosophy of Silence

    Teach me the language that apes silence
    Bring the sociology that integrates forgiveness and accountability
    Experiment within that science that pierces the shroud of engineered objectivity –

    With instruments of neglected truth
    No mere rhetorical device
    No advancement for profit, masquerading as the next hypothesis

    Toward people I like so much that they can’t possibly offend me

    I want to learn from the true substrata
    The true black holes
    Create for me the essential holy visceral art

    Men and women loving and learning together for some reason beyond ourselves

    Philosophize out of emptiness
    Let us plod along together to the laboratory of terror
    And concoct something too Good to be unTrue

  • She Just Doesn’t Care

    She just doesn’t care
    who pets her, or where.
    On this spot or there –
    she just doesn’t care.

    The neck or the chin
    somewhere in Berlin.
    A cathedral in Paris,
    outside, on the terrace.

    There, under the collar
    where itches are smaller,
    Or along her whole back
    near a mosque in Iraq.

    On top of the head
    in the sheets on the bed,
    Or the base of the tail
    on the Oregon Trail

    Where it’s stiff in her muscles
    while driving to Brussels,
    or down deep in the drawer
    where she likes to explore.

    Just watch claw or tooth
    in the telephone booth.
    She can get bloody rough
    when she’s had quite enough.

  • I Knew a Girl

    I knew a girl whose name was Gay,
    and that’s about all I can say.

  • Legitimate Pay

    The song sung:

    The courtroom was full and the facts were clear
    Heinous crimes and horrible deeds
    But the counsel for defense turned it upside down
    with lies, manipulation and sleaze
    O what a performance! O what a show!
    till no laws were left to obey
    He did it for legitimate pay, O Lord
    He did it for legitimate pay

    2.

    When Jesus arrived with courageous love
    the leaders of the masses looked grim
    With righteous civic pride they unveiled their plan
    to decorate a cross with him
    The peace–keeping forces from glorious Rome
    stood guard at that bloody display
    They did it for legitimate pay, Oh Lord
    They did it for legitimate pay

    < – – – >

    Verses 3 and 4, which are not included on the audio version, appear at the bottom of this post.

    5.

    We dreamed as a child –– foolish, childish dreams ––
    of what we would make of our lives
    But who has the courage and poise to see
    when the critical moment arrives?
    This job with its paychecks makes it easier
    to ignore what is slipping away
    To ignore it for legitimate pay, Oh Lord
    We do it for legitimate pay

    < – – – >

    Additional verses not included in the audio:

    3.

    The train puffed and whistled with national pride
    happy for a cargo to pull
    The soldiers herded all the Jewish children in
    until the cattle cars were full
    Another day, another dollar, one more job well done,
    they wished each other, “Have a nice day”
    They did it for legitimate pay, Oh Lord
    They did it for legitimate pay

    4.

    The ground started shaking, the world caught fire
    Thousands were lost in the plague
    Then down from the hills savage warriors came
    to destroy what could not be enslaved
    But I was at the office, and so were you
    with lots to keep us busy that day
    to earn our legitimate pay, Oh Lord
    To earn our legitimate pay